walking with a swag in my step

cbl

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 00:04:30 GMT

G D a# C#
a motive in balance
makes much less of a thrill
have you ever met
someone you wanted to kill

or have you ever even
wished anyone ill
before i play this
i surely will

F F# G
destroy a carbon based life
remove all trace of his life

G D a# C#
emotive unbalanced
left looking for a thrill
have you set your sight on
someone else's ill will

have you ever even
destroyed to your fill
if i play this
see him for a shill who

F F# G
destroys all carbon based life
remove all trace of this life

audio for fun!

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 07:10:46 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nemst-oB3Po

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 08:51:14 GMT

Toyota's runner runs 7m/h
MIT's is expressive (mobile dexterous social)
Honda's can run in a circle,
and conduct the detroit symphony orchestra

face it, androids will be here before you know it

Consumer robots by 2010; this one plays violin.

this is pretty good, stumbled upon it tonight

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 02:31:01 GMT

What is love like if it is bleeding on the floor
Too many closed windows and wide opened doors
How high can you fly with broken wings,
When you are trying to find life's brighter things
Yesterdays goals never put into plan,
Now become silent wishes in our hand
Sometimes, I swear I can see right through you
Even when you are the darkest shade of blue
Never follow others lead
Just be yourself; the purest breed
Memories of the past haunt like a ghost,
Remembering days spent out on the west coast
We dance under city lights,
As the moon is shining down on us, so bright
Waiting for the sky to fall, but it stand still
Wondering how it stays up there, if it always will
They say the best part of believe is the lie,
and goodbye does not always mean forever
but what happens when the lie is what you live,
and hello's return never
Lost in the shadows of a once forgotten life,
Finding out that one day everything will be alright

http://www.authspot.com/Poetry/Hellos-Never-Return.801297

love love love

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 19:49:25 GMT

The immediate effects of smoking cessation include:

Within 20 minutes blood pressure returns to its normal level
After 8 hours oxygen levels return to normal
After 24 hours carbon monoxide levels in the lungs return to those of a non-smoker and the mucus begins to clear
After 48 hours nicotine leaves the body and tastebuds are improved
After 72 hours breathing becomes easier
After 2–12 weeks, circulation improves
After 5 years, the risk of heart attack falls to about half that of a smoker
After 10 years, the chance of lung cancer is almost the same as a non-smoker.

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 01:30:53 GMT

watching the ants treasure the blood i waste
i wonder if i deserve even a taste
at once bled from every orifice
our dreams more amorphous

destroying the family
absconding love
prove to yourself
no one you're above

losing the war
is ending the fight
love free of lust
worries all night

nothing is free
least of all me
show me what i'm s'posta be

welcome overstayed
all debts underpaid
no one who isn't like me

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 16:43:45 GMT

"aerogel" is almost as light as air, as stretchy as rubber, and stiffer than steel by weight.

Made with ribbons of carbon "nanotubes" - tiny hollow tubes of carbon - the material can expand to 220% of its original length or width in milliseconds when electrically charged.
http://tech.uk.msn.com//news/article.aspx?cp-documentid=15254795

Tibetan monk Tashi Sangpo, 25, was arrested for replacing the Chinese flag with a Tibetan one in the main prayer hall of his monastery on March 10, the 50 year anniversary of the uprising that led to the Dalai Lama's flight... He later disappeared from his cell and was rumoured to have plunged into a river. Chinese authorities have insisted...the police played no part in his death. The Tibetan government-in-exile, based in Dharamsala in India, reported that 4,000 people were involved in the clashes, while police claimed the number was nearer 100. They said six people had been arrested and 89 more had "surrendered to police," with all but two of the 95 people being monks from the La'gyab Monastery. China has poured troops into Tibet and its surrounding provinces in order to maintain control and snuff out any dissent over this sensitive period. . All foreigners have been denied entry into Greater Tibet, which includes parts of the surrounding provinces of Sichuan, Gansu and Qinghai. Roadblocks have been set up on roads leading out of Chengdu, in Sichuan, and police with machine guns have been posted at motorway toll booths.
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/asia/tibet/5032157/Nearly-100-Tibetan-monks-arrested-as-riots-break-out.html

evidence for magnetic sensation in large mammals as well as evidence of an overt behavioral reaction to weak ELFMFs in vertebrates. The demonstrated reaction to weak ELFMFs implies effects at the cellular and molecular levels.
http://www.pnas.org/content/early/2009/03/18/0811194106

im not going to write letters on eljay anymore, i'm just going to mail them, and keep copies

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 22:11:20 GMT

i never know what a song is about until i play it

penny lane has foiled me since i stole brets girlfriends moms beatles chordbook to get famous, since they dont like me/play guitar anyway

now i can play it, i know what its about

WHAT THE FUCK.

but world?
who can still hit a high F when theyve found a reason to sing?
an orphan in a fishing town who couldnt even afford or find weed to replace lust

if i was jealous and beaten more - i would have more in store
sing together delete each personal pronoun
if i could shout your name, I wouldnt - You would be around
if ennui did not bore - who'd write, love, grow more?

complexity is clear - no need to baffle dears
to teach is all we agree
to agree is all we teach
whats mine is mine - miss you supine
dig where theres more beneath

how could i bring a task to completion how could i sing if no one is teachin

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 19:06:44 GMT

video footage of status quo in gaza. not safe for work
http://muslimtv.magnify.net/video/ISRAEL-CARNAGE-CIVILIANS-CHILDR

shit you dont learn anywhere but college
http://www.phdcomics.com/comics/archive.php?comicid=1043

corruption is everywhere at every level.
http://www.iht.com/articles/2009/01/02/asia/corrupt.php

read if interested, if you have time: Since the dissolution of the Soviet Union, US oil companies have been vying with Russia, Iran and other energy interests for the massive, untapped oil and natural gas reserves in the former Soviet republics of Central Asia. The building and protection of oil and gas pipelines in Afghanistan, to continue farther to Pakistan, India, and elsewhere, has been a key objective of US policy since before the 2001 American invasion and occupation of the country, although the subsequent turmoil there has presented serious obstacles to such plans.
A planned Turkmenistan-Afghanistan-Pakistan-India pipeline has strong support from Washington because, amongst other reasons, the US is eager to block a competing pipeline that would bring gas to Pakistan and India from Iran.
http://mwcnews.net/content/view/27654/26/

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 08:37:14 GMT

my loves i played for myself today. benny came into the room just too say hey. i bled from my middle and ring fingers today, i had to say what i had to say.
i love you all, its not alcohol, i'm sorry you met me, before my fall

lover i love you
know im not above you
know i know all that you know
if you are willing to show

that all that you are
my holy rockstar
a bitch or par
a bitch or par

neither of you knows what we are
i devoured her she, needed me by far

we know what we are
an erstwhile star
youre why i hum barres
why i hum barres.

music constantly decieves
truth is not what youreally need

i dont love you
because the one i see through
is who loves me
not above me

she needs to learn from me
she needs to learn to be
because without me
she'll internally bleed
to shake is what she needs

my site she dont read
i'll spit this with speed
she's all i need
all i need

i cant say your name.
youre every reason i
ever came

i dont even care
but that isnt fair
love
youre everywhere.

Fri, 26 Dec 2008 09:03:10 GMT

http://www.belfasttelegraph.co.uk/news/local-national/full-text-of-iranian-president-mahmoud-ahmadinejads-christmas-message-14120432.html

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 17:15:20 GMT

I couldnt go through with
the removal of my head
yeah the thought of no thought i dread

ILL DO UNTO YOU INSTEAD
TAKE YOUR GIRL AND YOUR BED

eliot smith stabbed his own heart
well i guess you have to have heart.

van gogh would slice an ear
just so you might hear

well, i can barely stand
hell, i'll never have a band
i no longer need to have love in hand

broke another toe kicking
feckless ambition no clock ticking
i dont miss you
i miss caring bout myself

i shaved my head
.32 tomcat loaded
hollowpoint tips for
a head exploded

whats 50K in cash
the same as a nine and a stash

lovely out of love i lash.

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 18:01:20 GMT

fuckers, why am i reading about this in britain?

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/northamerica/usa/3532306/Boy-killed-father-after-1000-smacks.html

An eight-year-old US boy accused of murdering his father and a family friend kept a tally of his parents' smackings, vowing that the 1,000th time would be the last

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 02:13:15 GMT

i swear the hottest girl just took my order for pizza delivery.
or she sounded like it at least.

Thu, 27 Nov 2008 14:54:45 GMT

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 12:41:39 GMT

It is ironic that while a lot of the world is starving, land is being used to supply so-called ‘greener’ fuel for a superfluous number of vehicles in the civilized world.

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 07:45:47 GMT

Somalia has been without a functioning central government for 17 years\
did you know that?
and xianjiang is a nearly autonomous region of china, a huge area near kazahkstan. Uniformed men attacking identically uniformed men with machetes. surreal.

spacex has successfully completed the first private space launch.
taikonauts spacewalked very recently as well

what about this 700 billion?

and this from washington post:

{According to Forbes, there are 64 billionaires in New York City with a combined net worth of $344 billion, a staggering 469 percent more than the collective worth of the city's billionaires two years ago.

Federal tax cuts are a major reason the net worth of billionaires is still astronomical nationwide. Surely, if some of those tax cuts were rescinded and the money was used to reduce the hunger and homelessness of their fellow Americans, those billionaires would somehow manage to muddle through.

Just as it is unthinkable for the country to allow financial giants to go belly up, it should be unthinkable to look the other way as tens of millions of low-income Americans (the types of people who clean the offices of AIG and Fannie Mae at night) go without food or shelter. It's time to get our priorities in order.}

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 21:03:04 GMT

Listen to Barack Talk

Mon, 08 Sep 2008 16:57:54 GMT

This is a list of books that then-mayor, Sarah Palin tried to ban from Wasilla library.

1. A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess

2. A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L’Engle

3. Annie on My Mind by Nancy Garden

4. As I Lay Dying by William Faulkner

5. Blubber by Judy Blume

6. Brave New World by Aldous Huxley

7. Bridge to Terabithia by Katherine Paterson

8. Canterbury Tales by Chaucer

9. Carrie by Stephen King

10. Catch-22 by Joseph Heller

11. Christine by Stephen King

12. Confessions by Jean-Jacques Rousseau

13. Cujo by Stephen King

14. Curses, Hexes, and Spells by Daniel Cohen

15. Daddy’s Roommate by Michael Willhoite

16. Day No Pigs Would Die by Robert Peck

17. Death of a Salesman by Arthur Miller

18. Decameron by Boccaccio

19. East of Eden by John Steinbeck

20. Fallen Angels by Walter Myers

21. Fanny Hill (Memoirs of a Woman of Pleasure) by John Cleland

22. Flowers For Algernon by Daniel Keyes

23. Forever by Judy Blume

24. Grendel by John Champlin Gardner

25. Halloween ABC by Eve Merriam

26. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone by J.K. Rowling

27. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets by J.K. Rowling

28. Harry Potter and the Prizoner of Azkaban by J.K. Rowling

29. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by J.K. Rowling

30. Have to Go by Robert Munsch

31. Heather Has Two Mommies by Leslea Newman

32. How to Eat Fried Worms by Thomas Rockwell

33. Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain

34. I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou

35. Impressions edited by Jack Booth

36. In the Night Kitchen by Maurice Sendak

37. It’s Okay if You Don’t Love Me by Norma Klein

38. James and the Giant Peach by Roald Dahl

39. Lady Chatterley’s Lover by D.H. Lawrence

40. Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman

41. Little Red Riding Hood by Jacob and Wilhelm Grimm

42. Lord of the Flies by William Golding

43. Love is One of the Choices by Norma Klein

44. Lysistrata by Aristophanes

45. More Scary Stories in the Dark by Alvin Schwartz

46. My Brother Sam Is Dead by James Lincoln Collier and Christopher Collier

47. My House by Nikki Giovanni

48. My Friend Flicka by Mary O’Hara

49. Night Chills by Dean Koontz

50. Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck

51. On My Honor by Marion Dane Bauer

52. One Day in The Life of Ivan Denisovich by Alexander Solzhenitsyn

53. One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest by Ken Kesey

54. One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez

55. Ordinary People by Judith Guest

56. Our Bodies, Ourselves by Boston Women’s Health Collective

57. Prince of Tides by Pat Conroy

58. Revolting Rhymes by Roald Dahl

59. Scary Stories 3: More Tales to Chill Your Bones by Alvin Schwartz

60. Scary Stories in the Dark by Alvin Schwartz

61. Separate Peace by John Knowles

62. Silas Marner by George Eliot

63. Slaughterhouse-Five by Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.

64. Tarzan of the Apes by Edgar Rice Burroughs

65. The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain

66. The Adventures of Tom Sawyer by Mark Twain

67. The Bastard by John Jakes

68. The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger

69. The Chocolate War by Robert Cormier

70. The Color Purple by Alice Walker

71. The Devil’s Alternative by Frederick Forsyth

72. The Figure in the Shadows by John Bellairs

73. The Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck

74. The Great Gilly Hopkins by Katherine Paterson

75. The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood

76. The Headless Cupid by Zilpha Snyder

77. The Learning Tree by Gordon Parks

78. The Living Bible by William C. Bower

79. The Merchant of Venice by William Shakespeare

80. The New Teenage Body Book by Kathy McCoy and Charles Wibbelsman

81. The Pigman by Paul Zindel

82. The Seduction of Peter S. by Lawrence Sanders

83. The Shining by Stephen King

84. The Witches by Roald Dahl

85. The Witches of Worm by Zilpha Snyder

86. Then Again, Maybe I Won’t by Judy Blume

87. To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee

88. Twelfth Night by William Shakespeare

89. Webster’s Ninth New Collegiate Dictionary by the Merriam-Webster

90. Editorial Staff

91. Witches, Pumpkins, and Grinning Ghosts: The Story of the Halloween

92. Symbols by Edna Barth

9 billion by 2050

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 18:42:14 GMT

Populations expanding fastest in regions where it is most difficult to grow food

this is a sweet graphic from the NY times

so vastly outnumbered...

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 05:54:25 GMT

sometimes you miss the sadness
and thats what makes you sad

sometimes if you stop you will start to see
that thats what makes you mad

the hate that we've spent
words we have rent
apart and scattered
hardly tattered

i can still dream of your dream
i suppose i'm as i seem

emotions or mood
weather, attitude
feelings make me feel

Nothing isnt real

dont feel me i'm numb
dont steal my aplomb
i'm real i'm your son
i'm really no fun

i'm afraid to talk
i'm terrified to walk into a room alone
i am a dovish hawk
i'm hardly half of the boy you've known

Live our dream

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 15:47:29 GMT

...they injected the brains of 45 rats with cancer cells, producing tumors whose presence they confirmed through magnetic resonance imaging (MRI). On the 12th day they injected 15 of the rats with THC and 15 with Win-55,212-2 a synthetic compound similar to THC. "All the rats left untreated uniformly died 12-18 days after glioma (brain cancer) cell inoculation ... Cannabinoid (THC)-treated rats survived significantly longer than control rats. THC administration was ineffective in three rats, which died by days 16-18. Nine of the THC-treated rats surpassed the time of death of untreated rats, and survived up to 19-35 days. Moreover, the tumor was completely eradicated in three of the treated rats."

The Spanish researchers, led by Dr. Manuel Guzman of Complutense University, also irrigated healthy rats' brains with large doses of THC for seven days, to test for harmful biochemical or neurological effects. They found none.

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 22:13:35 GMT

John Mccain in 2008!

Sat, 24 May 2008 19:00:47 GMT

mycelium
save the world

Wed, 21 May 2008 17:33:29 GMT

firefox beta, i am going to beat you up

how do you revert to how i had everything set up two weeks ago?