walking with a swag in my step

Nov. 17th, 2009

cultural deformity

i like punk rockers but prefer rap music
sell cocaine but nigga i don't use it
live this life b i didn't choose it
see DL's 'bout where i lose it

everyone was shouting
whose side are you on
meet the sub-geek
|\|ever gettin it on
just wipe the smile from off of my face
leave my life in a small/grungy/dirty place

slept on dale's porch in a cardboard box
become a bump key for a master lock
ifnya start frontin everybody bums
extremely lazy even when the work comes

they'll die poor because we're rich
too bad nobody even give a shit
the poor lie because they're poor
my life's another USA metaphor

im a predator but i'm not a drone
i'm big league without my cellular phone
try an call me get a dial tone
I'd rather bitch-niggas just leave me alone

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Nov. 9th, 2009

cbl

G D a# C#
a motive in balance
makes much less of a thrill
have you ever met
someone you wanted to kill

or have you ever even
wished anyone ill
before i play this
i surely will

F F# G
destroy a carbon based life
remove all trace of his life

G D a# C#
emotive unbalanced
left looking for a thrill
have you set your sight on
someone else's ill will

have you ever even
destroyed to your fill
if i play this
see him for a shill who

F F# G
destroys all carbon based life
remove all trace of this life

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Sep. 4th, 2009

audio for fun!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nemst-oB3Po

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Aug. 12th, 2009

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Toyota's runner runs 7m/h
MIT's is expressive (mobile dexterous social)
Honda's can run in a circle,
and conduct the detroit symphony orchestra

face it, androids will be here before you know it

Consumer robots by 2010; this one plays violin.

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Jun. 19th, 2009

this is pretty good, stumbled upon it tonight

What is love like if it is bleeding on the floor
Too many closed windows and wide opened doors
How high can you fly with broken wings,
When you are trying to find life's brighter things
Yesterdays goals never put into plan,
Now become silent wishes in our hand
Sometimes, I swear I can see right through you
Even when you are the darkest shade of blue
Never follow others lead
Just be yourself; the purest breed
Memories of the past haunt like a ghost,
Remembering days spent out on the west coast
We dance under city lights,
As the moon is shining down on us, so bright
Waiting for the sky to fall, but it stand still
Wondering how it stays up there, if it always will
They say the best part of believe is the lie,
and goodbye does not always mean forever
but what happens when the lie is what you live,
and hello's return never
Lost in the shadows of a once forgotten life,
Finding out that one day everything will be alright

http://www.authspot.com/Poetry/Hellos-Never-Return.801297

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Jun. 17th, 2009

love love love

The immediate effects of smoking cessation include:

Within 20 minutes blood pressure returns to its normal level
After 8 hours oxygen levels return to normal
After 24 hours carbon monoxide levels in the lungs return to those of a non-smoker and the mucus begins to clear
After 48 hours nicotine leaves the body and tastebuds are improved
After 72 hours breathing becomes easier
After 2–12 weeks, circulation improves
After 5 years, the risk of heart attack falls to about half that of a smoker
After 10 years, the chance of lung cancer is almost the same as a non-smoker.

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May. 31st, 2009

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watching the ants treasure the blood i waste
i wonder if i deserve even a taste
at once bled from every orifice
our dreams more amorphous

destroying the family
absconding love
prove to yourself
no one you're above

losing the war
is ending the fight
love free of lust
worries all night

nothing is free
least of all me
show me what i'm s'posta be

welcome overstayed
all debts underpaid
no one who isn't like me

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Mar. 22nd, 2009

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"aerogel" is almost as light as air, as stretchy as rubber, and stiffer than steel by weight.

Made with ribbons of carbon "nanotubes" - tiny hollow tubes of carbon - the material can expand to 220% of its original length or width in milliseconds when electrically charged.
http://tech.uk.msn.com//news/article.aspx?cp-documentid=15254795

Tibetan monk Tashi Sangpo, 25, was arrested for replacing the Chinese flag with a Tibetan one in the main prayer hall of his monastery on March 10, the 50 year anniversary of the uprising that led to the Dalai Lama's flight... He later disappeared from his cell and was rumoured to have plunged into a river. Chinese authorities have insisted...the police played no part in his death. The Tibetan government-in-exile, based in Dharamsala in India, reported that 4,000 people were involved in the clashes, while police claimed the number was nearer 100. They said six people had been arrested and 89 more had "surrendered to police," with all but two of the 95 people being monks from the La'gyab Monastery. China has poured troops into Tibet and its surrounding provinces in order to maintain control and snuff out any dissent over this sensitive period. . All foreigners have been denied entry into Greater Tibet, which includes parts of the surrounding provinces of Sichuan, Gansu and Qinghai. Roadblocks have been set up on roads leading out of Chengdu, in Sichuan, and police with machine guns have been posted at motorway toll booths.
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/asia/tibet/5032157/Nearly-100-Tibetan-monks-arrested-as-riots-break-out.html

evidence for magnetic sensation in large mammals as well as evidence of an overt behavioral reaction to weak ELFMFs in vertebrates. The demonstrated reaction to weak ELFMFs implies effects at the cellular and molecular levels.
http://www.pnas.org/content/early/2009/03/18/0811194106

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Jan. 3rd, 2009

im not going to write letters on eljay anymore, i'm just going to mail them, and keep copies

i never know what a song is about until i play it

penny lane has foiled me since i stole brets girlfriends moms beatles chordbook to get famous, since they dont like me/play guitar anyway

now i can play it, i know what its about

WHAT THE FUCK.

but world?
who can still hit a high F when theyve found a reason to sing?
an orphan in a fishing town who couldnt even afford or find weed to replace lust

if i was jealous and beaten more - i would have more in store
sing together delete each personal pronoun
if i could shout your name, I wouldnt - You would be around
if ennui did not bore - who'd write, love, grow more?

complexity is clear - no need to baffle dears
to teach is all we agree
to agree is all we teach
whats mine is mine - miss you supine
dig where theres more beneath

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how could i bring a task to completion how could i sing if no one is teachin

video footage of status quo in gaza. not safe for work
http://muslimtv.magnify.net/video/ISRAEL-CARNAGE-CIVILIANS-CHILDR

shit you dont learn anywhere but college
http://www.phdcomics.com/comics/archive.php?comicid=1043

corruption is everywhere at every level.
http://www.iht.com/articles/2009/01/02/asia/corrupt.php

read if interested, if you have time: Since the dissolution of the Soviet Union, US oil companies have been vying with Russia, Iran and other energy interests for the massive, untapped oil and natural gas reserves in the former Soviet republics of Central Asia. The building and protection of oil and gas pipelines in Afghanistan, to continue farther to Pakistan, India, and elsewhere, has been a key objective of US policy since before the 2001 American invasion and occupation of the country, although the subsequent turmoil there has presented serious obstacles to such plans.
A planned Turkmenistan-Afghanistan-Pakistan-India pipeline has strong support from Washington because, amongst other reasons, the US is eager to block a competing pipeline that would bring gas to Pakistan and India from Iran.
http://mwcnews.net/content/view/27654/26/

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Jan. 1st, 2009

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my loves i played for myself today. benny came into the room just too say hey. i bled from my middle and ring fingers today, i had to say what i had to say.
i love you all, its not alcohol, i'm sorry you met me, before my fall

lover i love you
know im not above you
know i know all that you know
if you are willing to show

that all that you are
my holy rockstar
a bitch or par
a bitch or par

neither of you knows what we are
i devoured her she, needed me by far

we know what we are
an erstwhile star
youre why i hum barres
why i hum barres.

music constantly decieves
truth is not what youreally need

i dont love you
because the one i see through
is who loves me
not above me

she needs to learn from me
she needs to learn to be
because without me
she'll internally bleed
to shake is what she needs

my site she dont read
i'll spit this with speed
she's all i need
all i need

i cant say your name.
youre every reason i
ever came

i dont even care
but that isnt fair
love
youre everywhere.

Dec. 26th, 2008

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http://www.belfasttelegraph.co.uk/news/local-national/full-text-of-iranian-president-mahmoud-ahmadinejads-christmas-message-14120432.html

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Dec. 1st, 2008

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music: all her letters read by an actress in monotone, monochrome

I couldnt go through with
the removal of my head
yeah the thought of no thought i dread

ILL DO UNTO YOU INSTEAD
TAKE YOUR GIRL AND YOUR BED

eliot smith stabbed his own heart
well i guess you have to have heart.

van gogh would slice an ear
just so you might hear

well, i can barely stand
hell, i'll never have a band
i no longer need to have love in hand

broke another toe kicking
feckless ambition no clock ticking
i dont miss you
i miss caring bout myself

i shaved my head
.32 tomcat loaded
hollowpoint tips for
a head exploded

whats 50K in cash
the same as a nine and a stash

lovely out of love i lash.

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Nov. 29th, 2008

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fuckers, why am i reading about this in britain?

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/northamerica/usa/3532306/Boy-killed-father-after-1000-smacks.html

An eight-year-old US boy accused of murdering his father and a family friend kept a tally of his parents' smackings, vowing that the 1,000th time would be the last

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Nov. 28th, 2008

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i swear the hottest girl just took my order for pizza delivery.
or she sounded like it at least.

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Nov. 27th, 2008

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Nov. 25th, 2008

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music: The Zombies - The British Invasion The History Of British Rock Vol.02 - I Love You

It is ironic that while a lot of the world is starving, land is being used to supply so-called ‘greener’ fuel for a superfluous number of vehicles in the civilized world.

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Sep. 29th, 2008

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Somalia has been without a functioning central government for 17 years\
did you know that?
and xianjiang is a nearly autonomous region of china, a huge area near kazahkstan. Uniformed men attacking identically uniformed men with machetes. surreal.

spacex has successfully completed the first private space launch.
taikonauts spacewalked very recently as well

what about this 700 billion?

and this from washington post:

{According to Forbes, there are 64 billionaires in New York City with a combined net worth of $344 billion, a staggering 469 percent more than the collective worth of the city's billionaires two years ago.

Federal tax cuts are a major reason the net worth of billionaires is still astronomical nationwide. Surely, if some of those tax cuts were rescinded and the money was used to reduce the hunger and homelessness of their fellow Americans, those billionaires would somehow manage to muddle through.

Just as it is unthinkable for the country to allow financial giants to go belly up, it should be unthinkable to look the other way as tens of millions of low-income Americans (the types of people who clean the offices of AIG and Fannie Mae at night) go without food or shelter. It's time to get our priorities in order.}